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Saturday, September 12, 2009

to every end there's a new beginning.

1
summer's gone, and I am waiting for
new beginnings with better endings
long nights for the sleep deprived
friends fading while falling in love
i'll write these letters to you
from a desk in my room that's bleeding truth



2
“I wonder if there were some pieces of your life that would always bee too monumental to ever leave you. Some events in life that were fossils, embedded in rock…the wrinkles etched on an old person’s face, words imprinted in a book”


3
Happiness is only real when shared.
-Into The Wild


4
Maybe the past is like an anchor, holding
us down...maybe we all need to let go of
who we are and let ourselve transform into
who we will become.


5
So stay.
Stay and watch the stars come out
and then the sun as they all fade away.
I'll sing every song i know if it'll make you want to stay.
And then i'll say that i missed you,
and these words,
they'll convince you...


6
I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.


7
You cannot hold onto anything that wants to go.
Do you understand what I'm sayin'?
You just got to love it while you got it, and that's that.


8
when you breathe you inale and you exhale,
but every single time that you do that you're a
little bit different than the one before.
We're always changing.
and its important to know that there are some
changes you can't control and that there are
others you can


9
Dusty roads,
Hopeless nights
Looking at blinding lights
Saw your ghost,
Its alive.
It lingers on, feel your life.
Pulling me back to the place...
But the thought of staring back at you
was more than I could face
- Long Way


10
You called me after midnight,
must have been three years since we last spoke.
I slowly tried to bring back,
the image of your face from the memories so old.
I tried so hard to follow,
 but didn't catch the half of what had gone wrong,
said "I don't know what I can save you from."




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Wednesday, May 06, 2009

it's been a while.

1
Someday you're going to meet someone
who drives you mad,
who you're going to fight with & laugh with.
Someone who you'll do insane things for;
someone, who is going to turn your life upside down.
[[i found him like 3 monthsa go (:]]

2
Love taught me I could have feelings I never felt before.
Losing taught me to hold on to something good if I find it.
Living taught me to never regret anything
because at that very moment it seemed right.

3
I know it hasn't been long
but I'm in love with you.
You've got the cutest smile,
eyes that shine like the stars
and words that could brighten up anybody’s day.

4
because you know i will ask you anything,
and you can ask me anything,
and we'll both be honest.

5
And ultimately, he's going to find out.  how you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day.  The fact that most of your friends are shallow.  That you hate sitting in an aisle seat. How you don't really like chocolate, how you get hyper when you travel, how certain games or show make you really happy.  How cranky you get when you're tired, how you think you look bad in all of your pictures.  He's going to know everything about you.  And you know what?  He's still going to love you.


6
We laughed in the living room, where we forgot to live. and that night we drank ourselves to sleep. I asked why and you said, "Life's not so bad when it's all a blur and nothing really matters."

7
There's a reason why two people come together
& stay together; they both give each
other something no one else can.

8
I'm afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I'm afraid of quick judgments and mistakes that everybody makes. You can't fix them without time. I'm afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies.
- The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

9
With every moment we share, every smile, every touch, I become more certain that in you, I've found something I've looked for a very long time. I don't know what the future holds, but I do know how much your love excites me and how happy I feel when I'm with you. And, from this day forward, that's more than enough.

10
"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."

11
You just have to let things fall into place, how they're supposed to be, even though you might want something so bad, it might not be meant to be, and what you do get in the end; is what you wanted and needed all along.


12
There's a little truth in every just kidding.  There's a little curiosity in every just wondering.  There's a little knowledge in every i don't know. There's a little emotion in every I don't care.

13
Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person.  Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time, no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you.  Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them.  And most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that's where you belong.


14
I think your heart grows back bigger.  You know, once it gets the shit beaten out of it.


15
At some point, you've got to man up and jump.  You've got to quit being scared of the "maybes" and "what-ifs" and just freaking jump.  Quit cheating yourself out of the best thing that could ever happen to you.  Quit cheating him out of what he's wanted for so long, and just fall.  Fall hard, fall long, and fall forever.


16
All she really wants is a boy that keeps his promises and listens to her babbles.  Someone to call when she gets scared from a movies she's watching, someone to laugh at her, and someone to hold her hand when she pulls away.  It's not that much to ask for, is it?


17
It's you.  You're the one I talk about all the time, and the one I can't stop thinking about.  The one that can make me laugh when I don't even want to smile, the one that can make me feel better in 2.2 seconds.  It's you that I'm crazy about.  Do you want to know why I tell you lies?  Because I'm afraid you'll find out what I like to do and where I love to go when I'm sad.  Because I'm scared that you'll discover how much I love you and I'm not ready for love yet.  I lie because I'm frightened, terrified that you might find out who I really am and hat me, just like I do.


18
Sometimes destiny brings a stranger in our life when we need it the most. That stranger makes us feel special and helps us when we are in trouble, it soothes our souls. He brings laughter and love back in someones life. When his job is done he moves on to the next person in need. Was i your stranger? If so, did I help? I'd rather live life as the stranger that influenced you than to live as the loser you let go of.


19
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you cant go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.


20
You can send a message around the world in 1/5 of a second, yet it may take years for it to get from the outside of a man's head to the inside.

21
I gotta tell you that she waited all her life for someone like you to come make the wrong things right. I know she didn't have the answers all the time, but you can't tell me that you've never told a lie.


22
I've learned a lot. I've learned that everything does happen for a reason. I've learned that everyone I've met has helped me to grow and learn in some way, whether they've been there as support or to make my life a living hell, it still helped me learn. I've learned to just accept things and not question things too much. I've learned not to take things too seriously because it just stresses you out too much. I've learned to suck it up, keep my head up, and continue on with life like it didn't bother me at all. I've learned that you have to make mistakes in order to learn from them. And most importantly, I know that whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.


23
It’s been a long time since I’ve actually enjoyed the sunset. I like all the colors mixing into each other. I am getting better, slowly, and things are starting to look up. Sometimes you might even see me cracking a true honest-to-god smile. It’s rare but it happens more often now. And even if no one else notices, I do. And that is all that really matters.


24
And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.


25
There is not one word for our kind of friendship. Two people who don't see each other a lot,but can make each other effortlessly happy :)

26
Maybe that's what it all comes down to. Love, not as a surge of passion, but as a choice to commit to something, someone, no matter what obstacles or temptations stand in the way. And maybe making that choice, again and again, day in and day out, year after year, says more about love than never having a choice to make at all.


27
I'd give anything to read your mind, to get into your head. Then maybe I'd find out how to get you to notice me once more, to make you want me like you used to. But then again, I guess I'd also find out how much you don't care for me, and what you really think about when you look at me.


28
I think I noticed when things started to change. The hugs were quicker, the phone calls were shorter and weren't every night. We didn't hurry to the place where we said we'd meet. The I love you's felt more like a forced, daily routine, and really had no meaning. When we saw each other, the smiles weren't as bright, or as big. Our thoughts weren't only of each other. We seemed uninterested, we felt unloved. We had too many doubts. I think I noticed when things started to change.

29
Always hold your head up high, even if on the inside you're about to cry. Pretend that nothing's wrong at all. Close your eyes before you fall. If you can't see it, it's not there. This is life, and it's not fair

30
I remember one morning getting up at dawn, there was such a sense of possibility. You know, that feeling? And I remember thinking to myself: So, this is the beginning of happiness. This is where it starts. And of course there will always be more. It never occurred to me that it wasn't the beginning. It was the end.

31
he says he doesn’t miss me anymore.
but i'll occasionally get a text from him,
i know he's thinking about me.
i don't mind though. i know he still remembers.

32
Can we go back to the way we used to be
Back to the butterflies, staring deep in your eyes

33
You and I? Oh, we’re nothing now. Surely we’ve had years of memories. And we shared more than just love. But we’re drifted apart now, living separate lives. It looks like you’ve got everything you need now. And maybe I’m having the time of my life too. But if you need anything at all, don’t ever think twice about calling. I’ll always be here, believe me. Sometimes I even find myself waiting for it. I guess when people like that are no longer a part of your life, they become an even bigger part in the heart. Usually an empty space, that can never be filled by anyone else.

34
Every night I go to bed dreaming of the moment I get to see you again; the moment when months without you are erased by a single kiss, the moment when all my tears are dried by a single smile, the moment when hearing the sound of your voice means seeing you at the same time. Knowing that the moment I dream of will eventually become a reality is what keeps me going.

35
I tried to tell you before you left.
But I was screaming under my breath.
"You are the only thing that makes sense."
Can we just ignore the present tense?


36
You gave me the sun and I gave you the light.
You gave me the moon and I gave you the night.
I'd do for you what you'd do for me.
You can ask for anything.


37
I've noticed that if you look carefully
at someone's eyes during the first five seconds
that they start to look at you,
the truth of their feelings will shine through
for an instant before it starts to flicker away.


38
There's something in your voice that makes my heart beat fast. Hope this feeling lasts the rest of my life. If you knew how lonely my life has been and how long i've been so alone. & if you knew how I wanted someone to come along and change my life the way you've done.


39
Some things are meant to happen. Some things are bound to be. Love has a way of making doubting hearts believe. Sometimes in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds, some things are meant to happen. It's written in the stars. We all want to fall in love. Why? Cause that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everday reality is shattered & we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Cause we are left with memories that we'll treasure for the rest of our lives.


40
What's up? I know we haven't spoken for awhile. But I was thinking about you, and it kinda made me smile. So many things to say, had to put them in a letter. Thought it might be easier, the words might come out better. How's your mother? How's your little brother? Does he still look just like you? So many things I wanna know the answers to. Wish I could press rewind, and rewrite every line to the story of me and you.


41
There’s no point in dancing with dreams. Dreams cannot wrap their arms
around you on cold nights. They cannot call you first thing in the morning
just to say hello. They cannot kiss your forehead or hold your hand. Dreams
live in the mind, and it is there that they stay. Dreams cannot keep you
company when you are alone. Dreams cannot say, “I love you.” Dreams
can only go so far. I don’t want another dream; I want you.


42
When you fall as fast and as far as I did, you are no longer yourself. You are blinded by your heart. You breathe him and he's all you see when you wake up and lay your head down. Then one day, he's gone. The sky crashes down upon you and you change again. You run to the phone every time it rings, expecting him to be there, to tell you everything's going to be alright and that things can be the same as they used to. You and him, together, forever. But only a dial tone replies to your pleas. Oh sure, I'll get over you. I'll live again. But every time I see you, the memories of all the wonderful times we spent together flash through my head and a little piece of me dies.


43
Life is full of people who will make you laugh, cry, smile until your face hurts, and so happy that you think you'll burst. But the ones who leave  their footprints on your soul are the ones that keep your life going.


44
Remember the good times not the bad.
Cherish forever. Don’t cry over the sad.


45
I need the smell of summer
to wake up to the sound of a lawnmower.
Spending everyday with your best friends,
the smell of cholorine in your hair,
thinking that you will find love,
staying up late and sleeping in,
bonfires with friends.
Saying goodbye to drama
because for 3 months, you don't care.


46
I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight,
and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look at your face.
They don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms,
without an ounce of selfishness in it.


47
It's just another story caught up in another photograph I found, and it seems like another person lived that life a great many years ago from now. When I look back on my ordinary, ordinary life, I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.


48
I remember being fifteen years old, sitting in my room all night, listening to the same song over and over. I thought that if I could write something beautiful, something honest, I could make someone love me.


49
But I remembered what I thought i'd forgotten. When I saw you again today, I resisted and I can be stubborn. But my resistance just crumbled away. And now i'm falling backwards into your arms again.


50
That thing, that moment when everything around you
Becomes hazy and the only thing in focus
is you and this person and you realize that that person
is the only person you should be kissing for the rest of your life.
And for one moment you get this amzing gift
& you want to laugh and you want to cry
'cause you feel so lucky that you found it
And so, so scared that it's all gonna go away at the same time.
-Never Been Kissed


51
I need a beginning again
I want to feel how I used to feel
When everything was in the palm of my hand,
and you were here with me.
You know I just don't get it.


52
Give me a whisper and give me a sigh. Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye. Don't you take it so hard now, and please don't take it so bad. I'll still be thinking of you, and the times we had.


53
You may not remember, but that night when all we did was cuddle and you played with my hair, that was the night I fell in love.


54
Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves and then we have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hello's.


55
Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It's lucky I'm clever
Cause if I didn't know better
I'd believe only that which I'd heard


56
It's illogical and it's outrageous
The way I let you keep me hanging on
Your character is that contagious
I know I should have thought before I had done
I've gone and let my impulse be my guide
And on that note I'll be defenseless for some time


57
Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances.
Losing and finding happiness.
Appreciating the memories and learning from the pain
and realizing that people always change.


58
Sometimes you have to make a big mistake
to figure out how to make things right.
The stakes may be painful, but they`re the only way
to find out who you really are.


59
Memories, supposed to fade
what's wrong with my heart?
shake it off, let it go
didn't think it be this hard
should be strong, moving on
but I see you sometimes
I try to hide what I feel inside
and I turn around, you're with her now
I just can't figure it out


60
And when she's gone, remember, you once loved her. You once needed her. You once cared about her more then anything in the world. You can't deny she was ever there. You can't deny what you had.
You can't deny it ended over absolutely nothing, you can't deny, that regardless, you still think about it. No other girl could ever love you the way she does, one day, you'll realize what you've done, you'll come back.
And she'll.. well she'll be gone.


Monday, March 16, 2009

in love <3 (:

1
You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do


2
I want to be the one you're waiting for,
not the one waiting for you.


3
This time, I won't let you get away.
My heart is in your hands and it's there to stay.
Whatever you choose to do,
it's up to you.
Today I must say, I declare love on parade.


4
Everyone says that love hurts; but that's not true.
Lonliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts
Envy hurts.  Everyone gets these things confused with love
But in reality, love is the only thing in this world that
Covers up all the pain & makes someone feel wonderful again


5
If we discovered that we only had five minutes
left to say what we wanted to say.
Every phone booth, every cell phone,
would be occupied by people calling others
to stammer that they love them.


6
You can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out of your life on her own, so be careful and make sure that this is what you want because once she turns around she isn't coming back.


7
You just have to go after what you want,
and if it doesn't want you back.. then so be it.
It doesn't deserve you anways.


8
It made me realize that even when everyone is doing the same thing, we all do it differently. Some faster, some slower. Some with ease, some with great difficulty. But the thing is, you can't compare yourself to how anyone else is doing. What matters is your race, not how everyone else is running it
- Sarah Dessen


9
You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this


10
It's the people who hug you and never want to let go, the people who you haven't seen for months, but nothing has changed at all, the people who give to you more than you give to them, the people that truly understand who you are, the people who you cry about, the people who you live for, the people in your photographs that have light genuinely shining through their eyes and their smile, the people that take your breath away


11
Only time changes the past, nothing I can say will change it. Life is about forgiving and forgetting. Sometimes maybe you're meant to make a mistake and go on a new track in life. You can't wish to go back in time, just give time a chance and see where it goes.


12
It makes sense that it should happen this way, that my heart should break and my hands should shake as if to say it all matters in some unimportant way.

13
I just want you to know I miss you like crazy. I miss everything about you. I know she loves you, and you love her, and she deserves you, she's a good person.. so I'm not gonna let you know how I feel.. I wouldn't have the guts or the way to tell you anyway. But I do miss you. every day. And it still hurts. every day. And I know we can't go back, so I'm sorry for whatever it is I did to make you not love me anymore. I guess just weren't meant to be. It just feels like we didn't have a chance though. Well, you're happy now, so I gotta stop this. I don't know how long it will take. Or how much it's gonna hurt. If it were up to me I'd be way over it by now so I could be your friend. But I guess life just doesn't work that way. But I really need to stop crying. And stop thinking about you. It's becoming too much. I know I'll be okay. I will. It just takes some time. Hopefully by the time I'm over you, you're still gonna want to be my friend. Cause I really do miss you, and I miss us too. But mostly, I just miss you. I want to be a part of your life, even if it isn't the important one anymore. I just wanna know I still mean something to you. I want to still be able to make you smile. I know it would mean merely nothing compared to the girl who now lights up your world, but at least it would be something. Cause everyone deserves to smile, right. And I like it when you make me smile. I miss you.


14
I definately feel a lot more comfortable with myself & care a lot less about what other people think of me because i've learned when you're in the public eye, people will take every opportunity to criticize you, whether you deserve it or not. Every girl goes through that in one way or another. It's just a partof life. I had every insecurity a high school girl faces & i'm not saying i'm completely over all of that, but it's never as bad as we make it. I have so much respect for girls who are totally happy with themselves.


15
Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend. Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways. But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did -- but, for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say that could've saved someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way.


16
When fate comes into play, choice sometimes goes out the window. Love; like life, is about making choices. And fate has nothing to do with it. For the most part love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending … most of the time. And that sometimes despite all your best choices and all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.


17
All our young lives we search for someone to love.
Someone who makes us complete.
We choose partners and change partners.
We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope.
All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow,
there's someone perfect who might be searching for us.


18
I can hardly remember that night anymore. I can barely remember your face, or your voice. It breaks my heart knowing I can never get those nights back. I miss you so much. I could have fallen in love with you. I was scared, and young. You will never be forgotten. Always in my heart.


19
So here's a piece of advice:
let go when you're hurting too much.
give up when love isn't enough,
and move on when things are not like before.
for surely there is someone out there
who will love you even more.


20
There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you. And you don't want to let go, even though you know it's just an illusion. Every time your phone rings, you smile because it's them that's calling. Every time you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can't even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time. Not to the time that you first met, to the time that you were known as nothing but strangers. But no matter what, you're in denial. You hide your feelings so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don't let a single tear break through. You're so used to hiding your feelings that you don't even realize the pain you're causing for yourself. Your thoughts become invisible. It's still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter you didn't show. And you're hurting no one but yourself.


21
i wish that just for one day,
everyone would say exactly what they wanted to say.


22
It was the best thing anyone had ever said to me, and it was the best for one reason: I felt exactly the same way. The person who loved me like this was the person I loved back-- which can feel like an absolute miracle. It is an absolute miracle.
- Emily Giffin, Baby Proof


23
i don't love you much do i
just more than all the stars in the sky
i don't love you much do i
i think you hung the moon and thats alright
see how it sparkles in my eyes
i couldn't hide it if i tried, that's right
i don't love you much do i


24
You make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me, please
stay awhile lets wrestle, lets hug, lets be young and in love, for
the life we are living and for the moments we are giving to each
other, memories plastered in our minds, forever I'll never forget a
day with you, I'll never forget the memories we make, I never want
to walk this life, this crazy path without you by my side, be my
guide help me, I'll help you, when you fall, I'll pick you up, when your
down, i'll be there to cheer you up baby, believe me when I say im
going to love you forever, for each an every day, im not going
anywhere, because with you is where i want to be


25
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it's like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.


26
Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know, it's the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you?


27
Can you imagine what it feels like to have someone sit you down and tell you that you're dying? The gravity of that, hmm? Then the clock's ticking for you. In a split second your awe is cracked open. You look at things differently - smell things differently. You savor everything be it a glass of water or a walk in the park. But most people have the luxury of not knowing when that clock's going to go off. And the irony of it is that that keeps them from really living their life. It keeps them drinking that glass of water but never really tasting it.
- Saw 2


Wednesday, January 21, 2009

stressful.

1
And sometimes when we touch, the honesty's too much, and I have to close my eyes and hide. I want to hold you until I die, until we both break down and cry, I want to hold you until the fear in me subsides

2
You spend so much time wondering who you are, don't you think? You flounder about, searching for your identity, when most of the time it is as plain as the nose on your face. You struggle with questions of purpose and need, and forget that the answers are found mostly inside yourself.

3
It took me by complete surprise
when my heart got lost inside your eyes.
You weren't at all what I was looking for;
you were everything and so much more.

4
It makes me smile
to know I'm a constant distraction
in your daily life.

5
That's what life is about.
It’s those moments when you feel entirely carefree,
like nothing can touch you.
It’s those moments that make the hard parts worth it;
those moments when I'm with you.

6
A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not who we're pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we're safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longing, our sense of direction. When we're two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we've found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

7
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides

8
It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride, for Christ's sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what - when you least expect something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for.

9
I've gotta be honest,
I've been waiting for you all my life
For so long I thought I was asylum-bound
But just seeing you makes me think twice
And being with you here makes me sane
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side

10
I’ve accepted that we can’t be but I’ve also accepted that you’re going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one who is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots. No matter how happy I am otherwise and no matter how long it’s been. The one I will always wish had secretly asked me to the dance even though I’m happier with the guy that did. Do you realize how incredibly difficult it is to accept both those things at once?

11
By the way you brought me here, it makes me believe,
the best is still yet to come and I don't want to leave.
Forgive my hesitation- oh, but I'm learning to trust in you.
Help me to dream these dreams 'cause I don't have a clue.

12
And all she needs right now
is for him to wrap her up in his
arms, look her in the eyes, and
tell her he wont give up.

13
i want to be the kind of girl who leaves an
everlasting impression. I don't want to be
the type that you'll forget in a week. I want
to be hard to forget. I want to have the kind
of impact on someone where they know
they'll never find anyone else who could
ever take my place.

14
I love your random instant messages at ten pm; when you know i'm stressing out over homework. I love your six am phone calls. Just to make sure you're the first voice i heard in the morning. I also love when you randomly text me in class. just to see how my day is going. And even though you're completely filled with flaws. I am just completely in love with you.
Period.
End of story.

15
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

16
If anyone ever asks me what part of my life you are, I will look at them and smile and say, "The best part." The happiness you give me is something I'll never be able to get enough of. I love having you in my world, and I love having you to love.

17
She won't call you. You have to call her. She won't come talk to you, you should go talk to her. She's not going to let you act stupid and pretend she likes it. You should just be around her. When you're with a group of friends, she isn't going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. You need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her and let her friends get jealous. She loves you more than you can imagine, no matter how much she doesn't show it. But you boy, you need to show her how much you love her so she isn't afraid to show it back.

18
I found the guy that loves me for my personality, and not just my body. I found the guy who loves the idea of spending a Friday night in with me, watching movies. I found the guy who accepts the fact that I have "my days" and that I'm completely insecure at times. I found the guy that will buy me something just because he was thinking about me. I found the guy that will be my bestfriend and my boyfriend, who knows all my secrets, inside and out, and still loves me more than I know.

19
We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are.
Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heroes or victims.
Letting history tell us how good or bad we are.
Letting our past decide our future.
Or we can decide for ourselves.
Maybe it’s our job to invent something better.

20
when i look in your eyes, i don't want to look away. i smile at every word that comes out of your mouth, and when you smile back, i melt. sometimes i wonder what i would do without you, not understanding how i got by before. you wrap your hands around my waist and the whole world disappears. when our hands touch, it sends shivers up my spine. and when you lean in and your lips brush mine, i never want to let you go. i know i'm young but who says it can't be love?


Tuesday, December 16, 2008

i'm still a kid.

       1
I walk awhile before I sleep, count the secrets that I keep. I hope for more, I know for sure I fall apart before I weep. I disconnect the telephone, cause I can choose to be alone. I'll get more done, I'll have some fun, pretend you're not the only one.

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2
Don't go away again. I want to be more than a phone call at four am. Seems like every time you come back home it's just to steal my heart and leave. Don't go away again. I want to be more than a story to tell your friends. Seems like every time you come back home it's just to make me fall again.

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3
There are some things you can't fake.
I guess that it's typical to cling to memories
you'll never get back again,and to sort
through old photographs of a summer
long ago or a friend you used to know

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4
There`s always gunna be that one thing you
wish for but never get. That one mistake you
can never take back. & most of all, that one
memory you would do anything for,
just to have it again.

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5
i've kissed your lips and held your hand,
shared your dreams and shared your bed
i know you well, i know your smell,
i've been addicted to you
addiction doesn't account for rejection though.
the other girls, all the lies.
addiction keeps you wanting more.

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6
time meant nothing, anything seemed real
you kissed like fire and you made me feel
like every word you said was meant to be
it couldn’t have been that easy to forget about me

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7
I don't want to go out there and meet new people. I don't want to. I'm tired of it. I'm tired and I’m scared. I already got my heart broken one too many times. I'm not ready to hand it out again. I guess what I’m afraid of is that I’ll find someone new, and fall in love with them, and then get hurt again. I don't want to go through that. I really don't. I mean, I do want someone to love and to be by my side, but I'm just afraid of falling in love again. I'm a walking contradiction: I want to fall in love, but at the same time, I don't want to experience the hurt and pain that is associated with it

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8
don't waste your time asking why such an amazing
thing could happen to you, just let it happen. don't
doubt that you could be loved, just let yourself be
loved. if you don't believe you're worthy of anyone's
time, then you won't be. take yourself seriously and
others will too. 'why' is such a wasteful question.
why? because that's the way it's supposed to be.
that's the only answer you can have. accept it.

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9
I just want you to hug me one
more time, because the only thing in this
world that scares me is that I'll never
feel that safe ever again.

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10
I’m not saying I have nothing. I’m not saying I’m gone completely. It’s just sometimes it’s all a bit too much to handle, sometimes I feel like it’s too much. I’m not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right? Otherwise there wouldn’t be anyone who would live past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.

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11
Sometimes I want someone to just hold me when I need it. Not a hug, but just hold me, you know? I need someone to actually love me for once in my life

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12
You've always loved her. And now I can see that the one in your heart was never me. All of those times you held me close - it was her that you needed and loved the most. It's hard for me to swallow my pride knowing that my love was the love you denied. When I see you with her, I force a grin but really my heart is breaking within. My love for you is stronger than ever but I know in my heart we'll never be together. So I'm letting you go now with tears in my eyes I'm telling you my last and final good-byes

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13
You know I miss you.
But I don't want to miss you
if it's not mutual.
I think about you everyday &
I'm scared I'm not even crossing your mind

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14
Turn on the radio, Sing to the songs we know
Our pillow talk is never tired
I wanna know what makes you high
What pulls you low, what gets you by
I wanna be your lullaby and your fire
'Cause I still feel the touch of you
Where first I thought and then I knew
That words can't say what I want to
Let's kiss until goodbye.
Let's sleep in, Turn back the clocks
Leave all the past behind you, I'm beside you
Asleep, we'll never be far
We'll meet in our dreams, don't wake me
Help me make these memories
That take all of you, Take all of me, That's all we need

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15
Hope. That's really all we live for anymore...
You wake up in the morning, hoping it's not a rainy day.
You drive to work hoping you didn't forget anything.
You go home, and hope you make it through tomorrow.
Hope you have enough gas until payday, hope you're not late...again.
Everyday you'll string your life through hope.
You just have to live your life not caring and shake off the drama
just to prove that you're better than they think you are...



16
Promise yourself to be strong, that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that is in you.

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17
And it feels exactly how it feels when you find that really good song, that song that just pulls you in the second it begins to play. And that one really good song, never seems to get old, and you just want it to last forever each time you hear it. It's the song that lifts your spirits and brings you up and just makes you feel all these emotions at once. That's exactly the same feeling you get when you begin falling for someone.

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18
It’s funny how the less you talk, the more you begin to realize it wasn’t meant to be. It’s funny how slow it began and how fast it ended. It’s funny how in the beginning he liked you but at the end he liked someone else. It’s funny how he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him.


19
Life isn't about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not for what they have. Most of all, it is about living your life to touch someone else's

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20
Wait for the boy who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the person who will drop everything to be with you at any time of the day no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy makes you smile, and when he smiles you know he needs you. Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no makeup on, but appreciates it when you get all dolled up for him. And most of all wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because obviously he's at the center of yours


21
"I walk around with a smile on my face all day, but inside I'm frowning and wishing you would understand. I give you a friendly hug, and I remember when those hugs meant something more to you. I pretend to like this new girl, but I hate her. She took you away from me and now I want to die. I can't compare to her because she's so beautiful. She's your everything and she's as close to perfect as it gets. So, while you think we’re still good friends, I'll be crying every night. You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay."

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22
I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell


23
we're not together anymore, but we are in my heart.
when you look at me like everyone else, it completely tears me apart.


24
So I stopped watching, I stopped caring
I lost all interest and I stopped wearing
these plastic smiles. I'll wash my hands clean,
I'll forget that you forgot about me
and I'll live the life, the big city feeling
cause it's better than suburban dreaming



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